Mornings are always tiring
My Dearest Friend
Firstly, i would like to thank you for the long essay you wrote for me. I’m really touched by it. That really makes my day. I am really thankful to have you always here to watch over me. Watching me going the good and bad. Not because you want to see me suffer through bad but because you have faith in me and know that i will pull it through.No words can express my thankfulness towards you. I’m a human. I make mistake. I fall. I cry. Sometimes i talk without thinking first. Sometimes i do things i regret. I’m sorry if i upset you at times.
“In the great cheesecake of life, dreams are the flour that hold it all together. And remember i will think of you always.”
Lots of love,
My 2012 regrets
Replaying the 2012 life tape in my mind made me regret not taking good care of this one friend on mine. The one that pull me out of the black hole, sheltered me during the hurricane, a tree that bear fruits of life and a boat that safely ride me across the violent ocean. You were like a coconut , hard outside but soft inside , never sink although u have floated away from the shore and persevere against the tides though you’re distance from the land. I waved you good bye as i see you swimming towards the sunset, wondering if you will ever return to the same shore. Swollen lips , blurry eyes and a drop of Crystal tears fell from my eye as i look back to our memories. the cakes u baked i loved , cookies we made for festivals ,The funny bullshit geography class we had, the shouting competition we took and tried scratching, clawing each other’s heart, the mcfly song u sang and the tears exchanged on the last day of school. The precious item we exchange for life, my sketch book dairy and yr journey oversea souvenirs. You might bearly recall these memories but i hope you will not delete me in your friends list. “We may be best friends for a year, pretty good friends the next year and do not want to talk at all the year after. But i want you to know that even if i never see you again, i CARE and respect you alot ” it pains me to say i love u best friend as i regret for not holding u properly. Still, if i could replay 2012 through the tape, i definitely will take good care of u, give u the patience you need, sit beside u all day and never will let go the hands you offered. One day, during sunrise, i will wake up knowing that you, the coconut will come back to this shore again as the waves will guide u here another day. Thank you best friend.